Fun Times...

Boy: sweetz! you always do this.. not fair..

Me: mmm..

Boy: not fair..

Me: ok baba.. I'll be a good girl.. promise :)

Boy: ab tak bad girl thi kya..? :D

!!!

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Boy: It's Ok if you forgot to put henna.. I can tell you a very good conditioner...

Me: mmm..

Boy: one ripe banana.. one tsp honey and curd..

Me: banana..? doesn't sounds good to me..

Boy: arey!.. try it..

Me: *though I don't trust anyone when it's about my reshmi zulfein.. but boy..* hmmm.. ok..

An hour back...

Hairs were not in bad shape but few pieces of banana pulp refused to leave my hairs.. hugging them as close as possible..

Me: jeez boy.. see what you did.. :(

Boy: come here.. let me help you..

Sits on carpet while boy sitting on sofa.. picking the pieces one by one and me screaming.. hitting him..

Boy: starts laughing aloud..

Me: God I feel like crying and you laughing..

Boy: you know in childhood days.. grandma used to sit like this with my sis..

Me: mmmm..

Boy: to pick lice.. it feels same to me... ahahaha..

Me: !!!

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Me: dinner..?

Boy: not hungry.. btw whats in..?

Me: chole bhature..

Boy: sweetz.. lets eat now.. :D

!!

Boy: me sooo hungry.. khane mei kya hai..

Me: zukini.. just wait for a minute..

Boy: no no.. me not hungry abhi.. *opens the fridge and takes out a beer*

Me: but.. !! *pulls his ear*
Me: mashroom matar hai not zukini..

Boy: arey! kaha to very hungry.. :D

me: !! baby you are..




Pillow Fight...

Before having a pillow fight make sure the pillow is strong enough to sustain it.. else you'll end up cleaning a big mess.. or set few rules beforehand like..

who will clean the mess..
how much help the other will provide..
and who will be the winner.. :P

Else like me you'll end up cleaning ..and like boy the other one will smile and say.. it was your pillow so I AM THE WINNER.. :D

huh!!

Happy OR...

Bahut waqt ke baad aaj meri aankhon se chalke aansoo khushi ke.. lekin kaise khushi hai ye jo aayi ek ajeeb si uljhan liye.. haan.. mei bahut khush hoo.. kai saal pehle ek sapna dekha tha jo kareeb kareeb poora hua.. lekin phir bhi ek udasi hai.. sach kahoon to na udas hoo mei na hi khush.. ek alag hi ahsaas hai jo samajh nahi aa raha.. shayad jis tarah ye khushi mili mujhae woh.. woh baat jis ko janne ka haq mei samjahti thi sabse pehle.. sochti thi ki khud mere paas chalkar aayegi aur mujhae khushi ki galiyo mei le jayegi.. aayi to zaroor mere paas lekin mere bulane ke baad.. aur ahsaas kara gayi.. ki es waqt mei kitni dooriya hai.. kal tak jinki har baat janne ka haq tha hamae aaj unki khushi mei bhi hum shamil nahi.. woh bhi woh khushi jiska sapna unki hi palko mei chup kar dekha tha humne.. waqt ke sath badal jate hai ahsaas.. bhool jate hai log vaade saare.... agar kuch nahi badlta es badalti duniya mei.. to woh hai mere dil mei unka pyaar... *sigh*
lekin khush hai hum.. baahen pasare swagat karte hai es waqt ka.. aur yahi hai dua.. yu hi safalta ki raah par aap chalte rahe.. aur khushiyo ke phool chunte rahein...

kabhi dhoond lega ye karvaan..
woh nayi zami.. naya aasma..
jise dhoonti hai teri nazar..
mera baat ka tu yakeen kar...

:(

Today morning one of my gold fish passed away.. so it was a little sad start of the day.. and in eve after returning from work as I was sitting in front of fish tank.. thinking about that little fish.. I saw a fish who used to kiss her every now and then was chasing some other fish.. and don't know why I was so upset to see that.. I mean not even 24 hrs he waited to start his flirting around..? I know all living things have feelings.. we see it or not.. and we all have to move on with life but why he is not even a bit sad for losing his mate..? I so want to throw him out of my fish tank.. boy say she'll be happy to see him happy.. yes! we wish for happiness of the person we love.. but like this..? I am sure she cry seeing this.. coz no one wants to be forgotten this way.. this is an insult of all her love for him.. long back a friend told that once she had a fight with her BF.. he walked away and had sex with his other friend next moment.. gosh!! how ugly that man must be.. no..? loads of people in the world are of same kind.. doesn't matter if its a fish or a man.. insensitive..
Boy says I am too sensitive.. but think about that little fish.. what if she believed that he loves her.. how she will feel.. to see this that this fish didn't even miss her for one day..? I know how it feels when you realise that you were being used and your pure feelings were being mocked around.. I know exactly how it feels to be cheated and used.. a soul crushing feeling it is.. it takes away all your trust and faith in love.. or in any pure emotion.. playing with someones emotion is a much bigger crime than doing a murder.. coz in murder you kill the person only once.. but when lying and playing with someones pure feelings you kill a part of that person every moment.. a slow and steady death you give to the person.. but why..? coz he/she loved you..?
I so hate this kinda people.. I so hate them.. may be they are spineless.. with no values.. sometimes I so want to curse.. that the way they have crushed someones soul.. may someone do same to them too.. but then who am I to curse them.. I still wish well.. and may God bless them some wisdom.. and make them a little sensitive.. *sigh*
Few moments are just too powerful to wash away all happiness of present.. Physical wounds heal so easily but when someone hurt your very self your soul.. those wounds never heals.. and sometimes gone moments act as a nightmare for all your life.. I sobbed for hours in boy's arms.. :(
I am just too sad today.. a small incident stirred me up.. but I know I will be fine tomorrow..


Song of the moment: Zindagi ne jab bhi kar diya udas.. aa gaye ghabra ke hum aapke paas.. sarr jhukaya.. sarr jhuka kar ro diye.. aapke pehlu mei aakar ro diye..

Waqt Aisa Bhi...

Friday morning we went for camping.. after three long years I enjoyed it again.. such a beautiful time we had.. away from chaos of everyday life.. no cell.. no net.. (though everything was there but we chose not to use them) just boy and me.. nature.. beach and our cooking.. we have done camping together before too.. but this time was different.. was more lovely.. sometimes as I enjoy the moment I wonder how a little change in relationship status change many things in your life.. no..? and I am enjoying it to the fullest.. watched fireworks.. awesome weather.. so relaxed we are now.. ready to start a week.. which is pretty packed at work front.. we came back last night.. with a feeling that we should have booked it for two nights but there is always a next time so..

And today morning boy was singing a beautiful song.. and his volume was high enough to wake me up from my dream.. so I moved out of the bed.. a cup of tea was waiting for me at the table.. garm chai and boy's soothing voice.. what else one need to start a new day.. I was enjoying the moment while Dad(FIL) called..

Me: Good morning dad..

Dad: Good morning betaji.. uath gaye ya disturb kar diya..

Me: nahi aaj jaldi uath gayi.. boy was singing madhur bhajan.. :P

Dad: uska bhajan sunkar uthi aap..?

Me: ji..

Dad: *laughs* betaji ek waqt tha jab bahu ke bhajan sunkar log din shuru karte the..

Me: hehehe.. kya kare dad.. waqt badal raha hai..

Dad: *laughs aloud* theek hai na betaji.. waqt ke sath chalna hi samajhdari hai..

Me: haan dad.. samajhdaar to mei hoo.. :P

And we both laughed.. I love such conversations with him.. such a lovely dad he is.. *smiles*



Song of the moment: Itni shakti hame dena data.. mann ka vishvaas kamzor ho na.. hum chalein nek raste pe humse.. bhoo kar bhi koi bhool ho na...







O Yaara.. Chance Pe Dance marle...

After many years of serious coaxing.. boy agreed to join salsa classes.. on and off for last 5 years I am trying to pataofy him for same.. but he always said.. I can do anything for you.. but don't ask me to dance.. so I almost gave up that idea.. but two days back while I was watching a video on youtube.. I took a deep sigh.. and he noticed that.. and he was like..

Boy: you know lets make life a little happening..

Me: Ok.. whats the plan..

Boy: lets try salsa..

Me: *lost words for sec* S..A..L..S..A...???

Boy: yes! sweetheart..

Me: I am dreaming.. hush.. hush..

Boy: oye drama.. Ok.. if you don't believe forget it..

Me: *jumps* NOOOOOO.. I do.. I do..

everyone who knows him knows that he just can't dance.. not even to save his life.. though I believe that its all about interest else we all can do anything.. but then we all are different too.. so from the cloud nine.. I started calling family and friends.. of course.. it was a big news to share and vaise bhi hope can't do anything without doing little drama and creating hype about it.. after all I have to take care of others entertainment too :P
So the news came as a breaking news to all.. and here are few expert comments on it..

Ma dear(MIL).. what..? dance that too salsa..?

Me: yes Ma.. you surprised..?

Ma: haan.. kabhi nursery rhyme par bhi nahi matka..

Me: *laughs*

Ma: only you can do that.. *laughs*

Me: not me Ma.. only a wife..

Ma: haan.. certain things only a wife can do.. but not all of them..

Me: coz not all boys are like him na Ma..

Ma.. ye to hai.. don't forget to send me a recording.. haha..
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Big B: arey! but he can't dance saala..

Me: hello! you his saala :P

Big B: *laughs* das saal se nach raha hai bechara.. aur kitna nachaogi.. ye bhi sahi.. *sigh*

Me: eh!!
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Bhabhi dear(SIL): so sweet of him.. so romantic.. you two really rock together..

Me: yes! we do.. Thank you.. :D
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And best came from my Dad...

Dad: he agreed to learn..

Me: yes finally..

Dad: but thats the last thing he would like to do..

Me: not anymore..

Dad: kya baat hai.. iske pyaar ne to majnu aur ranjhe ko bhi peeche chod diya.. *laughs*

Me: mmmmm...

Dad: unhone to bas jaan di thi pyaar mei.. ye kaam to usse bhi bada hai.. *laughs*

Me: oh God! hehehe..
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A Good friend: dance and him..? damn.. even world's best drink don't have a power to make him dance..

Me: uff.. *smiles*

Friend: I can't believe.. kya kiya tumne zalim kanya.. :P

Me: *laughs* thoda pyaar thoda magic..

Friend: thoda nahi bahut.. ye pyaar aur tumhara combo hi jaanleva hai..

Me: shud up!!

Friend: chalo achcha hai.. ab full entertainment milega..

Me: ???

Friend: haha.. pehle to bas gana bajana tha.. ab dance bhi.. :D *coz boy sings very nicely and I play Synthesizer well*

Me: bahut pitoge.. *smiles*
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Me: boy are you sure you wanna try it.. *modesty is something no.. ? :P*

Boy: yes..

Me: why..?

Boy: coz I believe together we can conquer anything.. this is only your fav Salsa.. :)

*hundreads of butterflies fluttered in my tummy*
Me: yes! we can.. *smiles*



Song of the moment: Koi pichle janam.. kiye achche karam.. mujhae tere jaisa yaar mila.. sagar se gehra keh doon.. mujhae itna sanam se pyaar mila...


I am busy in..

-- Trying to patofy boy to join Salsa dance classes..

-- Thinking about going for camping over the weekend..

-- Waiting for the delivery of my new car..

-- Getting papers ready for Mom Dad's visa..

-- Dreaming some unreachable dreams..

-- Anticipating someones successful tomorrow..

-- Predicting stock market moves..

-- Smiling at boy as he plays with his wet hairs.. aah!! :P



Song of the movement: Ye raat bheegi bheegi.. ye mast nazare.. utha dheere dheere woh chand pyaara pyaara..