The most difficult thing..
Monday, October 22, 2007 by hope
The most difficult thing for me is.. letting go the person i love.. its so difficult to let go the person whom you thought is made for us only.. its so difficult to let go those dreamz.. hopes.. desires.. inspite of all hurt and pain..
There was a time when i used to wonder why people care for those who dont care for them at all.. i used to give long advice to my friends about moving on.. and let the person go who made them suffer and all.. and today when iam at the same point.. sometimes i think am i the weakest gal on this planet.. why cant i let go.. whats the use of hanging on when you know things never gonna be same again.. for few days it feels as everything is going ok.. life is at ease but again something will pull me back.. and i find myself wandering in mist.. hurting myself.. crying for those lost moments..
Everyone says move on gal.. enough of this.. yes!! as i dont want to.. but believe me its easier said than done.. its just so damn hard :( ..or may be i dont know how to move on.. letting go is something one has to do everyday every moment.. but how?
To let go is not to regret the past.. but to grow and live for the future.. hmmm..
Song of the moment: Dil ke raste mei kaise thokar maine khayi.. toote khwaab sare kaise mayusi hai chayi.. har khushi kho gayi.. zindagi so gayi.. tumko jo pyaar kiya maine to saza mei payi.. tanhayee.. tanhayee...
There was a time when i used to wonder why people care for those who dont care for them at all.. i used to give long advice to my friends about moving on.. and let the person go who made them suffer and all.. and today when iam at the same point.. sometimes i think am i the weakest gal on this planet.. why cant i let go.. whats the use of hanging on when you know things never gonna be same again.. for few days it feels as everything is going ok.. life is at ease but again something will pull me back.. and i find myself wandering in mist.. hurting myself.. crying for those lost moments..
Everyone says move on gal.. enough of this.. yes!! as i dont want to.. but believe me its easier said than done.. its just so damn hard :( ..or may be i dont know how to move on.. letting go is something one has to do everyday every moment.. but how?
To let go is not to regret the past.. but to grow and live for the future.. hmmm..
Song of the moment: Dil ke raste mei kaise thokar maine khayi.. toote khwaab sare kaise mayusi hai chayi.. har khushi kho gayi.. zindagi so gayi.. tumko jo pyaar kiya maine to saza mei payi.. tanhayee.. tanhayee...
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I would not know this because never been in love and so am not the right person to advice on what to do and what not to do. All I would say is to keep trying and move one step at a time, one day at a time. God Bless You !!
Hope
I knew this was coming after going thru ur last post.. and believe me its like im jus in the same position.. can truly understand and relate to what ur going thru.. even though we know that things arent gonna change.. still we don want to loose it!! Some HOPE is still left inside us.. and it always will..!! Talking about its easy or not.. well i just cant even think of it.. too much scared of that phase.. that truly will be more worse with in what we are now..!! its possible that after a certain point of time we'll be back to normal.. but to get the courage to step into clod waters is one damn thing to do..!!
And we should never regret of anything be it past or whatever coz at certain point of time its the same thing we wanted.. and thus we did..!! Our mind shows what we want to see..!!
I can understand what ur mind must be essaying but ur heart still wants to stay..!! And this is the most arduous feat to fight from both..!!
Remember : "Past cannot be ignored, but it also cant be cured"
.. so do only what you want to..:)
God Bless you..:)
yar..u dont have to be sad...u re not programed to be...oka? aap sahi mein chahati hain jhagada ho ajye ..aapme aur hamme.. nahi chahiti to i wana c dose smiles....starry smiles...dis might sound stupid but i only have to say dis..!
hey Hope, I felt so close to you after reading your post! All I can say is time heals everything. Bhool ja...
In ansoonon se kisko kya hua hansil
Mana kehna hai asan nibhana hai mushkil
Phir bhi ae yaar mere
Sunle meri intezaaa
Bhool ja Jo hua use bhool ja hai kasam tujhe muskura
khud ko na de yun saza un yadon ko bhool ja
ricky yes!! iam trying champ.. thanks *smiles*
rohit Yes!! i dont have any regrets.. coz wtr happened was so right at the moment so how can it be wrg now? rt? but as they say time heals everything.. donno when time will have mercy on me.. coz iam standing at the same point for more than a yr now.. may be everything dont works for for everyone.. the irony is i know i dont want to stay.. but i cant forget too... aah!! i still donno how to welcome tomorrow with this void within me.. anyways, thanks!!
anirudh nahi jee.. hame koi jhagda nahi karna aapse :P sorry!! *smiles*
moonie Thanks moonie.. for beautiful lines.. *smiles*
kya likhu...kya bolu? ... bas ye ki kisi ko bhool pana aasan nahi hota....::
"kisi ke jane se dunia khatam to nahi hoti, hamari zindgi ruk to nahi jati...jab koi mere bina khush rah sakti/sakta hai to main kyu nahi..."
han ye thoda muskil hai...lekin kosis karne walo ki kabhi haar nahi hoti.
to kyu na ek nayi kosis karein naye umang,ummid yahi "hope" ke saath....