A beautiful day.. lovely lovely day.. and it becomes more lovely when you get to spend it with two lovely men.. one the Boy and other who stole my heart in high school days.. when everything was a fairytale.. ;P though the story never went beyond those silly fights and staring at each other for hours in line.. and we walked away just like that without much being said.. then met again so dramatically after a long long time.. and then favorite rivals of past became the good friends.. and now when you sit together and look back at those moments.. you see butterflies fluttering in eyes.. and you can't stop smiling and laughing at those silly fights..
Wonderful days of teenage.. when all you had in eyes were dreams.. dreams.. and dreams.. and you did most was.. talk.. talk.. and talk.. all you hated most was books.. books.. and books.. and all you used to get from parents was lectures.. lectures and lectures.. :P
Looking back at gone times.. sometimes swings your mood up high.. and fills you with new spirit.. new joy to enjoy life..
Kuch zakhm kabhi bharte nahi.. kuch ahsaas kabhi mitte nahi.. kuch lamhon ki kasak kabhi kam hoti nahi..
Kuch es tarah.. pyaar ko rulaya tumne.. khata hai kasmein jab.. pyaar mei zamana.. tumhara khayal deta hai.. mujhae hasne ka bahana.. kuch es tarah.. pyaar ko rulaya tumne..
Zindagi the tum meri.. har khushi the tum meri.. dil se jo nikalti thi.. woh dua the tum meri..
Kuch es tarah.. sataya tumne mujhae.. bikhar gayi zindagi.. rooth gayi har khushi.. toot gaya har aitbaar mera.. apni hi nazaron mei.. sharminda hua pyaar mera.. kuch es tarah.. sataya tumne mujhae..
If cooking is a best stress buster for me then grocery shopping is no less than that.. I feel nice in between greens and yellows when lot is going on in my head.. I love talking to them while picking up as I love talking to myself.. really it's very therapeutic and especially when it's accompanied with Boy's always-put-me-on-roll-jokes.. so today while coming back from work I asked him can he meet me up at the store.. and like a nice Boy always he agreed happily.. we strolled around and picked up few things.. as we reached the bakery section.. we stopped by to get some bread and muffins.. we both love cakes.. cheese.. carrot.. vanilla.. any type.. you just name them and we will eat them.. but today somethig else happened.. as we saw a cake.. we both thought something for a second and then screamed POOOOOO..!!! and laughed.. two girls standing close gazed on us weirdly but we ignored and walked away.. yes!! without taking the cake.. you know why.. When at Thanksgiving little pumpkin and our friends visited us.. one eve we were enjoying that yummy cake.. and coz little pumpkin was having tummy problems so mommy dear didn't serve him any.. but the cutopie so wanted to eat that cake so he jumped on my plate.. and just to console him mommy dear was like.. "look chi.. chi.. this is yuck.. poooo.. " ..her expressions were so strong that for a sec I thought.. should I eat or not.. :P and I picked later one.. and now even the sight of cake rewinds the same in our mind and we just go POOOOOO.. and laugh... I think that cake has to wait for a little while... but yeah few moments rock life time to time.. no..? *smiles*
It was a very good start of the year.. we went to SFO to meet friends and Big B.. long but absolutely beautiful drive it was.. LA's curvy mountain drive and then straight flat drive where my sweetheart Audi touched 100+ for the very first time :) ..after a long time I pushed gas off 100mph.. fun it was for a while.. yummy food.. great company.. and loads of fun.. few silly/sweet/funny quotes from the time which gonna make me smile time to time...
I know you think and introspect a lot about everything and undoubtedly you have absolutely amazing observation .. but you have to face it sweetheart at times even you can be wrong.. ..SIL while giving me a pep talk.. ******* you must track your sugar levels.. your wife is too sweet.. I am afraid you might be diabetic soon.. ...D to Boy.. ******* what you say A.. don't I look smart in this.. yeah you do.. but then I am not a much candid person at times :D ....me ******* It's not my short shorts its your eyes at fault... me to S.. when he blamed my smart shorts for his downfall on stairs.. ******* I take 1 shot or I take 10 it hardly differs.. then take just one.. leave rest for others.. ...Big B & Boy.. ******* It's not good to be the odd one out in a group ...me while making lime water for drunken heads next morning... ******* First love is the only love.. but sad if it's not the one.. ..J in a late night talk over love.. ******* I tell you that girl have something man.. I tell you.. what she have.. tell me now... ...me 36D :D jeez... ******* You girls are really shy about things.. or you just act.. ...M yeah we act.. coz we can... ..S ******* Somehow I like this silence between you and me.. it speaks more than your words.. ...D to me when I was upset... ******* Love is not everything in life but that I think nothing much left without it too no..? ..S drunken head.. ******* You are really this much silly..? or you make things this way to make me smile.. ..M mmm it's 50-50 actually... ..me
Song of the moment: Chalke teri aankhon se.. sharab aur jyada...
We are all set for our next camping trip.. this time we are heading towards mountains.. but hey.. its not just both of us this time.. my big B and bhabhi dear are coming to join us.. yes! tomorrow is Rakhi na.. and after a long time me and my brother are going to celebrate it together.. we are so excited .. I remember days when I used to buy loads of Rakhis.. coz it was so tough to select one in between lots of pretty ones.. every day I used to buy a new Rakhi.. coz new one looked more beautiful than earlier one.. and big B used to laugh and tease me.. mei nahi pehnne wala itni sari rakhi.. teri shadi mei kisi Rakhi shop wale se kar doonga.. :P and later mom said that you make rakhi yourself.. that will be the prettiest one.. and she used to give me different stuff for that.. and initially with her help I started doing it.. and now every year I make one small rakhi for my big B.. and he loves it.. *smiles* On Rakhi day I always woke up early.. and dressed up.. usually I liked to wear lehnga on this day and he always tried to be lazy.. mom used to shout at him.. she is waiting ..get ready fast.. and he was like oh.. I am sleepy.. not in mood of taking shower.. and then after loads of manaofying he used to get ready.. and then it was my turn to satao him.. ki abhi mood nahi pehle choc do.. tab Rakhi :P aah! good old days.. Ok.. I have to do so much preparations for tomorrow.. and you know na.. my brother is the best..!! boy saying aaj to tumko neend bhi nahi aayegi khushi mei.. mmm may be.. hehe.. so here is my fav cadbury's ad.. it's cho cute..
Song of the moment: Behna ne bhai ki kalai se pyaar bandha hai.. pyaar ke to taar se.. sansaar bandha hai...
Hello... Hi.. Is this the girl with brown eyes..?? mmm.. who is this..? "Chand jaise mukhde pe bindiya sitara.. nahi bhoolta meri jaan mujhae vo nazara.."
..and a few moments from college days flashed in front of her eyes..
It was a hot sunny day.. as soon as she entered the college canteen.. he started singing that song loudly.. reason her crystal bindi.. which was glittering more with the ray of sunshine.. and she bashed him with her books.. it was almost every day's routine.. he used to flirt with her endlessly and she always bashed him with anything in hand.. the naughtiest and the cutest boy of her batch... and the biggest flirt king ..but a very sweet one.. the only boy who's flirting skills she always enjoyed..
Hellooooooo!!! *he shouts in her ear* OMG.. it's you..? where have you been..? long time.. how you got my number..? so many Qs in one breath.. Yeah.. really a long time.. And after that there was non stop chatting.. giggling.. Qs.. answers.. ooh.. yes.. right.. wrong.. uff.. She was glad to know his part of life.. and it was good to see that he still laughs his heart out.. and in moments like this time flies with the speed of light..
Friendship the most pure and passionate relation ever.. (no, I am not talking about FWB's.. on a note I hate that version of f'ship).. It's always so easy to connect with long lost friends.. coz you always pick up from where you left off.. and smoothly walk together again ..in the same comfort zone.. and that's the real beauty of friendship.. Where as in love once lost never comes back to the same place.. why it becomes so hard to say a few nice things to the one you loved once..? why people you love most.. hurts you most..? when they should be the one to make you smile always.. why it's so tough to speak our heart and mind out with the one we used to talk endlessly..? they say "pyaar ka rishta hai janam ka rishta.." but I think love is the most changing emotion .. the most overrated one.. why we go blank when we stumble on that person..? and why it's so easy to rejoice with a long lost friend.. ? few questions which I know will never get the answers.. *sigh*
Sometimes I wish Oh! God.. plz bless me with few more wonderful friends next time.. but don't you make me fall for anyone again.. I don't believe in love anymore.. But as I turned around and saw the boy.. I murmured.. no.. no.. I do believe in love.. and always will.. just because of you my boy.. *smiles*
Song of the moment: Yaaro dosti badi hi haseen hai.. ye na ho to kya phir.. bolo yeh zindagi hai..
It's been a month and fifteen days.. since we got married.. and friends usually tease me.. hey girl.. why it took so long.. we told ya it's gonna happen one day.. but you never listened.. and I smile.. it took time cozgood things in life take time to happen.. and when they do.. they stay with you for long or for ever.. and I am glad that it happened finally.. *smiles*
After a month of fairy tale moments and a roller coaster ride of emotions.. and loads of traveling.. and spending few very precious days with my in laws.. I am back to the base for a week..
Wedding was perfect ..no less than a dream come true as my big bro.. and the boy took care of all small small things I always wanted to happen in my wedding.. so much fun.. so many smilez.. and few surprises (when two very close friends came from US) made every moment memorable.. but where there are smilez.. there come tears too.. I missed mom so much.. no one can understand the pain.. in doing all rituals my eyes were wet.. looking for her.. to touch her hands.. to hear her voice.. many times I felt as she laughing and saying.."look rimi.. I told ya na.. you'll cry like a silly girl all through your wedding.." yeah.. we used to bet on this.. many times she asked me ..why you cry over small small things..? what will you do in your wedding..? and I always said.. that why would I cry then..? I'll be so happy to marry the one I love na.. won't feel bad to leave you at all.. and she always replied.. no, will see.. and we both used to laugh.. but no.. she was right as always.. doesn't matter how happy you are.. few feelings are just hard to describe in words.. and in moments like that tears make there way out straight from the heart..
The moment of the day was when boy's sister asked us to walk down the stage for dinner.. I was a little lost somewhere(as usual :P) so I didn't listen.. and the boy whispered what you thinking sweets.. I said I am thinking that we are looking great together.. and the next moment he picked me up in his arms and said ..on this thought I'll carry you my sweetheart.. God! my face was no less red than an apple.. friends and family started clapping as we walked through them..
I was so hungry still I hardly ate anything.. few little kids screaming.. mami.. chachi.. were trying to stuff food in my little mouth.. and I didn't know how to say no.. God! I looked at the boy who was enjoying all this with a naughty smile.. and finally he rescued me.. saying now only I'll feed my wife :P and in between so much laughter and teasing and fun.. we finished our dinner.. and I kept smiling throughout without uttering a single word coz I knew if I'll say a word they will pull me down like anything :P
to be continued....
Song of the moment: Tu bin bataye.. mujhaelechalkahi.. jahateribaahein.. meriduniyavahi.. *smiles*
In the middest of a busy day.. his thoughts drizzled over her mind.. like a cold breeze with sunshine.. she was sad for a moment then smiled.. his laugh echoed in her thoughts and she giggled like his cutopie.. just in few seconds she was full of life.. assured herself that he is fine.. and lost herself in busy life..
Feelings change.. people change.. but memories always remain same.. and they keep coming to greet you every now and then.. at that moment just try to recall a sweet one which makes you smile.. instead of the other one.. think positive and tell yourself that the person is happy and content in his world.. and you will be cheerful again.. *smiles*
Song of the moment: Aaye tum yaad mujhae.. gaane lagi har dhadkan.. khoshboo layi pawan.. mehka chandan..
..... you can have one.. but first wish me Happy B'day :P
In wonder years mom used to give me a candy bag for school on b'day.. and i always traded my b'day candies like this.. smart na..I so love my b'day.. and I so love to hear that.. "hey, happy b'day girl" ..well who don't.. but still i love it a bit more than you :P
So.... if you want a candy too... then what are you waiting for..?? wish me ... its my day today..
... when two college friends make fun of eachother while looking at the pictures of captured moments.. one by one.. right from the first year of college.. and then smiles at eachother.. and say.. look we have come a long way..
Life is a bliss at such times.. *smiles*
Song of the moment: Sach mere yaar hai.. bas vahi pyaar hai.. jiske badle mei koi to pyaar de.. used to be our fav song at that time.. *smiles*
I laugh too much.. i cry a lot too.. iam crazy.. iam sensitive.. a dreamer.. sometimes moody.. a girly girl with some kiddish tantrums.. music is my best companion.. but thats the B side of me.. on A side a beautiful IT geek :P
