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Sunday, November 18, 2007 by hope
I have been tagged by Ashu to write about three things in my life i can never let go of..
I thought a lot but to be true its really tough for me to find those three things.. coz about materialistic things i dont care.. and as a person its tough to choose three things within me which i can never let go.. i really admire the person iam.. so its hard to name only three things about myself which i want to keep forever.. but on other hand there are few things which i wanna get rid of.. so here iam writing about those which i wanna let go.. in any possible moment..
Possessiveness: Oh!!! Its my biggest enemy.. iam an ultimate possessive person.. i can get possessive for anything.. from a chocalate to my love.. only i know how much it pains me.. and how every time i promise myself to improve just to break that promise after few days :( ..may be iam too possessive coz i cherish each and every moment in my life.. i even cherish my tears the same way i cherish my smiles.. coz something special happened na ..thats why tears came.. right? then how that moment can be less valuable? earlier i was more possessive about His(love) anger than love.. coz i always felt we can get angry only on those we have right.. whom we love.. else we can show affection for anyone.. and i used to get hell lot possessive and upset whenevr he used to tell me that i had a fight with that girl.. i used to think why she is so imp that you have to fight with her.. mei hoo na :P aur fir itni fight hui ki ..all possessiveness drained down the lane.. but it took so much of me to let it go.. a bit of possessiveness is always there in everyone.. but excess of it when you start suffocating others space is dangerous.. and i so want to improve it..
Thinking what a crazy girl.. keep reading more craziness will follow.. :P
Unforgettableness: Good or bad but all remarkable events are registered in my mind as they happened yesterday only with date and time stamp.. i forgive easily but i never forgets anything.. they hurt or rejoice me for long long time.. and its really frustating at times.. specially when something good is going on.. and then suddenly i remember how this was in past and then i'll crib.. just like that.. in the memory of past hurt.. jeez.. sometimes it just ruins the happiness of the moment.. fortunately i dont have much sad moments in my life.. but still moments from last two years makes me vulnerable to the core and i really wish that i should learn to let go and to forget things..
Hypersensitivity: Nah! Iam not sensitive to any drugs.. sensitive to emotions.. feelings.. pain ..hurt of others.. too much in empathy.. i can hear anyone for hours without uttering a word.. friend's love breakups.. career failures.. physical hurt.. everything makes me cry.. i can feel what one is going through.. its good upto some point coz that makes me the person iam.. but it becomes sad when iam not able to shrug it off my shoulders and carry the burden for days.. in hostel whenever any of my batchmate fell sick.. i used to move them to my room so that i can take care.. though few friends hated me for that.. coz sometimes studies do suffer coz of all this chaos.. but then it was me.. few months back i hurt my ankle ..was crying.. a friend asked.. paining too much.. i said no.. i was crying coz at the same time i remebered that He(love) twisted his ankle just like that 1 1/2 yr back.. and now i realised how much pain he would have suffered.. so that thought.. that feeling was making me cry not my pain.. :( Sensitivity is good.. that makes us human being.. but again excess of everything is bad..
Aah! thinking what a weird girl iam.. you are welcome to think that.. not that i dont care but it is the way iam.. love it or leave it.. your choice *smiles*
Though i believe that basic nature of a person changes very rarely and only in extreme circumstances but its true too that there is always a space for improvement in everything.. right.. and hope that i'll be able to cool down all three devils of mine too one day *smiles*
Finally a tough tag is done but with a twist.. hope you wont mind Ashu :P
Song of the moment: Kisi ke muskurahato pe ho nisaar.. kisi ka dard mil sake to le udhar.. kisi ke vaste jo tere dil mei pyaar.. jeena usi ka naam hai... *smiles*
I thought a lot but to be true its really tough for me to find those three things.. coz about materialistic things i dont care.. and as a person its tough to choose three things within me which i can never let go.. i really admire the person iam.. so its hard to name only three things about myself which i want to keep forever.. but on other hand there are few things which i wanna get rid of.. so here iam writing about those which i wanna let go.. in any possible moment..
Possessiveness: Oh!!! Its my biggest enemy.. iam an ultimate possessive person.. i can get possessive for anything.. from a chocalate to my love.. only i know how much it pains me.. and how every time i promise myself to improve just to break that promise after few days :( ..may be iam too possessive coz i cherish each and every moment in my life.. i even cherish my tears the same way i cherish my smiles.. coz something special happened na ..thats why tears came.. right? then how that moment can be less valuable? earlier i was more possessive about His(love) anger than love.. coz i always felt we can get angry only on those we have right.. whom we love.. else we can show affection for anyone.. and i used to get hell lot possessive and upset whenevr he used to tell me that i had a fight with that girl.. i used to think why she is so imp that you have to fight with her.. mei hoo na :P aur fir itni fight hui ki ..all possessiveness drained down the lane.. but it took so much of me to let it go.. a bit of possessiveness is always there in everyone.. but excess of it when you start suffocating others space is dangerous.. and i so want to improve it..
Thinking what a crazy girl.. keep reading more craziness will follow.. :P
Unforgettableness: Good or bad but all remarkable events are registered in my mind as they happened yesterday only with date and time stamp.. i forgive easily but i never forgets anything.. they hurt or rejoice me for long long time.. and its really frustating at times.. specially when something good is going on.. and then suddenly i remember how this was in past and then i'll crib.. just like that.. in the memory of past hurt.. jeez.. sometimes it just ruins the happiness of the moment.. fortunately i dont have much sad moments in my life.. but still moments from last two years makes me vulnerable to the core and i really wish that i should learn to let go and to forget things..
Hypersensitivity: Nah! Iam not sensitive to any drugs.. sensitive to emotions.. feelings.. pain ..hurt of others.. too much in empathy.. i can hear anyone for hours without uttering a word.. friend's love breakups.. career failures.. physical hurt.. everything makes me cry.. i can feel what one is going through.. its good upto some point coz that makes me the person iam.. but it becomes sad when iam not able to shrug it off my shoulders and carry the burden for days.. in hostel whenever any of my batchmate fell sick.. i used to move them to my room so that i can take care.. though few friends hated me for that.. coz sometimes studies do suffer coz of all this chaos.. but then it was me.. few months back i hurt my ankle ..was crying.. a friend asked.. paining too much.. i said no.. i was crying coz at the same time i remebered that He(love) twisted his ankle just like that 1 1/2 yr back.. and now i realised how much pain he would have suffered.. so that thought.. that feeling was making me cry not my pain.. :( Sensitivity is good.. that makes us human being.. but again excess of everything is bad..
Aah! thinking what a weird girl iam.. you are welcome to think that.. not that i dont care but it is the way iam.. love it or leave it.. your choice *smiles*
Though i believe that basic nature of a person changes very rarely and only in extreme circumstances but its true too that there is always a space for improvement in everything.. right.. and hope that i'll be able to cool down all three devils of mine too one day *smiles*
Finally a tough tag is done but with a twist.. hope you wont mind Ashu :P
Song of the moment: Kisi ke muskurahato pe ho nisaar.. kisi ka dard mil sake to le udhar.. kisi ke vaste jo tere dil mei pyaar.. jeena usi ka naam hai... *smiles*
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A very nice tag. I also like the way you changed the tag to show your weaknesses rather than strengths. Only a strong girl like you can do that :-)
I am very possessive too but most Scorpions are that way. I am not sure if its good or bad but yea it can hurt sometimes.
Aaki second beemari, Unforgettableness, toh sab ladkiyon ke hoti hain. You gals remember dates like we guys remember cricket matches...lol
Hypersensitivity...hmmm...that toh you should let go :)
You are not weird but you should try to let go of things that hurt you because you don't deserve it.
Bahut achaa song hain :-)
nice tag :)
I Love possessiveness ; even though I am not much :P
nice to read more about you hope !! and I agree not everyone likes to accept the weak points like this ..brave you are !!
lovely reading more about you....very wonderfully done tag!
ricky Thanks for the compliment Champ :)
Possessiveness has nothing to do with zodiac sign ji.. its within us.. kisi mei kam.. kisi mei zayada..
haan but hame to dono yaad rehte hai :P
yes! i know Champthat i dont deserve all this ..dont worry sun will shine tomorrow for sure *smiles*
abhishek Thanks..
sunshine I Love possessiveness ; even though I am not much :P
Thats why you love it na :P but u know i love it too :P Thanks sunshine.. *smiles*
kalyan Thanks..
Cool tag. Lovely to find your 3 wonderful assets girl. Hypersensitivity hurts, so control it before it affects you to core. Being possessive is good.
And most funnier thing was bein gunforgettable. wow i hhave some company now. not long ago i had forgotten my apartment keys and then i had a torrid times!!!!!