A New Beginning...: An untitled story so far...

An untitled story so far...

Sunday, November 25, 2007 by hope

She was standing in the balcony with a cup of tea.. sky was beautiful with a pinch of red.. birds were flying home.. kids were riding bikes.. some playing cricket.. cheerful faces.. smiles.. everyone was enjoying the eve.. but sun was in hurry.. as making himself ready to shine in other part of the world.. this particular moment of the day always melts her down.. doesnt matter how much she ignores the moment.. some thoughts come as an unwanted guest.. *sigh* ..These four days were the longest days of her life.. every moment took a toll on her.. a fear of lossing him.. a fear of rejection.. a fear of getting hurt again.. was making her restless.. she was swinging on the see-saw of may be.. may be not.. thoughts were hitting her as waves hit sea shore in a stormy night.. tears tried to filled her eyes now and then.. she bit her lips.. widen her eyes ..looked up in the sky.. while holding her breath.. and blinked.. Yes!! she was so adamant not to let them flow out.. she promised herself not to shed a single tear anymore.. One more day to go.. she mumbled with a deep sigh.. and took a small sip of tea which was getting colder each moment as her love life.. she gazed at sun and smiled.. he was looking handsome with his red suit on.. she always used to give him a message whenever she saw him at this time.. a whisper.. a love note.. a sweet smile.. which can make the day of her love worthwhile.. she always asked him to shine lightly on him and to fill his days with enough warmth of love and luck.. but today she was just watching him going to far away land.. a cloud came and the sun was gone.. she got a little upset that she didnt say anything.. but suddenly he smiled at her again as he came back to take her message.. she took a deep breath and whispered "GOOD BYE" .. clouds came and went but sun was still there.. as waiting for her to change the message.. no i dont have to say anything else this time.. she whispered with a broken voice.. and looked at him.. long way she has come.. smiles.. laughs.. huggzz.. craziness.. kisses.. care.. that urge to melt in arms.. a feeling of being loved.. and then so much insecurity.. so much pain in every moment.. she is tired now.. somehow she always knew this moment will come.. decision has been made long back.. now it was just about being honest with eachother.. she know its gonna hurt bad but she believes it'll hurt a lot less than what she gets with every passing day.. life will smile again.. and ofcourse she is not leaving him alone.. he has someone to smile with.. may be he'll know her value later.. may be one day he'll realise what he have lost.. but no, she cant wait for that ONE DAY... anymore.. and torture herself every moment in wait of that day.. suddenly a cold breeze touched her and she came back in moment.. it was dark everywhere.. dont know for how long she was standing there.. sun was gone.. stars were twinkling in the sky and chand was busy in romance with chandni.. she smiled.. and came in.. switched on the microwave and warmed her tea.. aah!!! she took a sip and closed her eyes.. in search of some new dreams.. some new smiles..!!!!! *smiles*

Song of the moment: Hui sham unka khayal aa gaya.. vahi zindagi ka savaal aa gaya..

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