Random ramblings...
Tuesday, January 8, 2008 by hope
Sometimes things which seems so tough to do at times.. becomes so easy in one particular moment and if you can catch that moment.. you just do them without any extra effort.. just like that.. with no worries.. no sad teary face.. in fact you feel so relaxed and peaceful.. yes! who want to fight with oneself every moment.. who want to carry unwanted load of thoughts of confusion.. who want to think what will come next.. sometimes things cool down on their own as time passes by.. but sometimes you keep them on hold for years as you don't want to hurt the other one involved.. and sometimes you just don't have enough guts to end them coz somewhere in your heart you still have a HOPE..
But that hope too start dying eventually with time.. and then you feel suffocated.. you hate yourself for being such a silly head.. you want to run away from all that.. you crave for freedom.. you want to move on.. but still find yourself stuck in same place.. frustration.. anxiety.. guilt all together makes you sick.. a dark spell and you lose yourself completely.. you cry.. you scream.. nothing helps.. and suddenly things change and you move with the flow.. and then everything is fine.. you get hurt.. you give pain.. you have pain.. tears flow silently.. but in spite of everything you feel so calm and content.. you feel yourself.. a little smile beautify your face.. and you see a RAY OF HOPE.. over the horizon.. and you gather your FAITH in yourself again and wish for the best..
Something like that happened to me.. it took a long way but finally.. I was standing at one point for long time and now it seems as..
Barso se ek mod pe ruki thi zindagi..
ab lagta hai.. ek pal mei..
tez bahut tez chali ho jaise..
Yes!! seems my life is moving at a good pace now.. so many new things.. new hopes ..new destinations .. a new fight with destiny.. everything has an end.. and everything have a new beginning always..
Ek asha ki kiran mere mann mei lehraye..
jab bhi nazar meri jaye us paar..
jaha koi karta hai mera intzaar..
*smiles*
Song of the moment: In dinno dil mera.. mujhse hai keh raha.. tu khawaab saza.. tu ji le zara.. *smiles*
But that hope too start dying eventually with time.. and then you feel suffocated.. you hate yourself for being such a silly head.. you want to run away from all that.. you crave for freedom.. you want to move on.. but still find yourself stuck in same place.. frustration.. anxiety.. guilt all together makes you sick.. a dark spell and you lose yourself completely.. you cry.. you scream.. nothing helps.. and suddenly things change and you move with the flow.. and then everything is fine.. you get hurt.. you give pain.. you have pain.. tears flow silently.. but in spite of everything you feel so calm and content.. you feel yourself.. a little smile beautify your face.. and you see a RAY OF HOPE.. over the horizon.. and you gather your FAITH in yourself again and wish for the best..
Something like that happened to me.. it took a long way but finally.. I was standing at one point for long time and now it seems as..
Barso se ek mod pe ruki thi zindagi..
ab lagta hai.. ek pal mei..
tez bahut tez chali ho jaise..
Yes!! seems my life is moving at a good pace now.. so many new things.. new hopes ..new destinations .. a new fight with destiny.. everything has an end.. and everything have a new beginning always..
Ek asha ki kiran mere mann mei lehraye..
jab bhi nazar meri jaye us paar..
jaha koi karta hai mera intzaar..
*smiles*
Song of the moment: In dinno dil mera.. mujhse hai keh raha.. tu khawaab saza.. tu ji le zara.. *smiles*
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Hope is what keeps us moving. And even when hope seems to be dieing it is still there and helps us struggle.
Always hope and believe in yourself and then life will be so much easier and new beginnings will be so much beautiful :)
Very touching post Hope!!
guess we all pass through this phase at some point...and sometimes we never seem to snap out of it...
anyways...cheer up! :)
the song is one of my favs...
:)
Oye ki hua Arpie ?
lena Yes lena.. Thanks ..
all smiles Thankyou..
pri Yeah.. *smiles*
ali :)
ashu kuch nahi hua ji.. *smiles*
Looks like you read my mind!Such a wonderful post there sweetie :)
Bless You for spreading such beautiful messages.Hugsss
Thankyou sameera for your sweet words *smiles*