A void within...
Monday, June 30, 2008 by hope
Aaj phir khud se haare hai..
chahat mei teri khud ko vaare hai..
There are times when you feel happy and content from one side.. and lost and so numb from other.. one second you are hopeful.. wishful and simply joyful.. and next second you feel so scared.. so weak.. so fragile.. that even a passing breeze can shatter you in pieces.. you feel a void within.. you are not hurt.. you are not crying.. you are not basking in glory either.. it's just one of those fine days.. which you consider as well spent.. yet this weird feeling is there.. from which you wanna run away but you can't.. you talk to yourself.. asks to take it easy.. but nothing helps.. you keep going down and down.. and find yourself in the ocean of tears.. for no particular reason they flow silently just like that.. as coming straight from the soul.. you wonder where that happiness disappeared.. where those moments lost.. but you find no answer.. why few joys bring tears with them.. why we have a tendency of looking back every now and then.. why we can't live in the moment and erase the past.. why the moment spent with someone brings so much pain instead of a smile.. even when shared in a good way.. is it coz we grieve at our loss.. or is it coz we know lost love can never be reconciled.. you know you'll be fine soon.. but that void.. that void will always always be there.. coz no one else can fill that.. a gift from the lost life.. even if you will try to fit the same person in that.. you'll fail.. coz they are not the same anymore.. things change.. time change.. and so do people.. people will always come and go every other day.. as long as I am alive.. but that void.. that void within me will never leave my sight..
Stop chasing the footprints of lost time.. make new path and see new dreams.. Right na!!
Song of the moment: Zindagi ke safar mei guzar jaate hai jo makam... vo phir nahi aate.. ek baar chale jate hai jo din raat.. subah shaam.. vo phir nahi aate.. *sach hi to hai*
chahat mei teri khud ko vaare hai..
There are times when you feel happy and content from one side.. and lost and so numb from other.. one second you are hopeful.. wishful and simply joyful.. and next second you feel so scared.. so weak.. so fragile.. that even a passing breeze can shatter you in pieces.. you feel a void within.. you are not hurt.. you are not crying.. you are not basking in glory either.. it's just one of those fine days.. which you consider as well spent.. yet this weird feeling is there.. from which you wanna run away but you can't.. you talk to yourself.. asks to take it easy.. but nothing helps.. you keep going down and down.. and find yourself in the ocean of tears.. for no particular reason they flow silently just like that.. as coming straight from the soul.. you wonder where that happiness disappeared.. where those moments lost.. but you find no answer.. why few joys bring tears with them.. why we have a tendency of looking back every now and then.. why we can't live in the moment and erase the past.. why the moment spent with someone brings so much pain instead of a smile.. even when shared in a good way.. is it coz we grieve at our loss.. or is it coz we know lost love can never be reconciled.. you know you'll be fine soon.. but that void.. that void will always always be there.. coz no one else can fill that.. a gift from the lost life.. even if you will try to fit the same person in that.. you'll fail.. coz they are not the same anymore.. things change.. time change.. and so do people.. people will always come and go every other day.. as long as I am alive.. but that void.. that void within me will never leave my sight..
Stop chasing the footprints of lost time.. make new path and see new dreams.. Right na!!
Song of the moment: Zindagi ke safar mei guzar jaate hai jo makam... vo phir nahi aate.. ek baar chale jate hai jo din raat.. subah shaam.. vo phir nahi aate.. *sach hi to hai*
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Right :)
Sooner or later, you will have to fill that space.
takecare di.
sometimes i feel the same way.. but when we change, it is for better... you just have to realize it and live your life the best possible way :)
take care, dear!
Such thoughts do strike now and then.The best thing to do at such times is focus on the present and what and who makes life worth living right now;and phir choo mantar,woh sab khayalat phurrr! :)
This song is one of my all time favs!
Take care dear.Hugsss
It may be because the tedium of present is nowhere near the ecstasy of the past moments.
PS: My song of the moment-
Aaj fir jeene ki tamanna hain
U can only sink it what is not worth form the past and relish the good ones.
Time will be the best medicine for such things.
Life teaches lot many things which we never came across anytime before.
so be cool & calm.. eat something what you like most :)
take care..
* btw the lang in my another blog is Gujarati, if you need translation, i will try & can email you.
divi don't know i can fill that space or nt but i'll learn to live happily with that space one day :)
lena yeah girl right! but the problem is that when we change we don't realise that and when other ppl change it hurt us no? you take care too girl..
sameera haan ye to hai.. pal mei chuuu mantarr.. hehe huggzz
anand Yes! you are right.. and this song is my fav too :)
priya Right girl..
ajnabi You mean i should eat "chocolate" :P
you know I love reading poems or expressions straight from heart.. so if you can do it I'll really appritiate it :)
Experiences...good or bad...
are lessons of life....
they teach you a lot... :)....more than any book can teach you..:)
so learn the lessons...:)